[hippyhippy]

Hi Angie,
you are certainly not intruding. This is a friendly welcoming thread. Make yourself at home! You sound like you have a bit going on with the triple dx. How do you/are you managing it all?

Excuse me whilst I screeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm! I think the world is just mad! My hubs and I have a testing time coming up. His conduct at work is being investigated. In the meantime, he has been located elsewhere. There is a very real chance of him being fired. Soooooooo, both of us losing our jobs will be a great one eh? Mortgage to pay, no money.....
I feel mad cos while what happened is more than understandable, his type of work does not allow for lapses in judgement. He made a bad move. A silly move but not anything that is going to shake the world. So the spectre of this hanging over us is gonna be just fab...not!

I want to go to sleep and waken up when my families life is normal and stress free. I feel so inadequate as I realise I have to support my hubs but my default setting at the mo is STRESS ALERT. I feel so bad and wrong wanting to reach for my anti anx meds when it is his situation. I hate Benzo's but I am going to be reaching for them breakfast lunch and dinner methinks.

I wonder what odds a bookie would give for me remanining stable for longer than 3 months? 1000000000-1 probably!

Ignore me and the pity party. I just need to vent. I wish I was a stronger person just now.

Hippy
xx