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The insane ideas haven't "won out" yet Ron, and as long as I'm practicing a program they don't handicap me.
But often I do think to myself....... Maybe just a couple with dinner.....no one will ever know.......maybe I can drink normally........what if I overreacted and I'm not an alcoholic.......maybe my ex was the one with the problem........who really needs AA anyway........etc.
Time for my daily meeting.
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