Vinter,
I'm not an art critic or anything,
But, something I notice here is that it is your mask that is bleeding -- not *you.*
Yes, I see your fear underneath the mask;
Fear is a normal emotion,
especially for those of us dealing with depression or anxiety.
We live with that emotion daily until we learn the skills to deal with it and to keep it under control. Because, I think, in reality, each one of us deals with fear every day. Others just have better skills.
Or better masks.
Shalom!