((Trish))
I understand..
it is one thing to quit smoking and it is a completely different thing to quit smoking in the wake of giving up your DOC...
I see, firsthand how much my daughter depends on her cigs as she tries to stay away from the booze...
she , however is no where near quitting, though..
if you could just take the support you need (patches) try and trust the process and calm yourself and give it a go, it might work out for you...know anyone else in your corner of the world whose quitting that you could buddy-up with and do F to F?
the fear you have about giving up your last crutch is escalating your anxiety about it...I think..
it will not be easy. but decide to do it and commit...we know you have the strength and the audacity to pull this off
...it just seems scary...
I'm rooting for ya
