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Hi Rudeawakening, If you read my last post 'need a friend' you will see Im right where you are now. I know how you feel. I cant understand it either, this morbid feeling of loss & numbness unexplained. I am trying to build a business from scratch and now Im waking up all hours of the night with a sick feeling of what am I going to do.
I cant give you advice but Im finding that if I really push myself and get outside, I come home feeling much better. Mind you, I make a plan, get there and hesitate, then, I have to say 'whats the worst thing that could happen to me' if I actually do this. Nothing!! Its a horrible feeling of 'will be people accept me' but sometimes I think this is where it started for me anyway.
I really wish you well and as I need friends too right now, you can pm me anytime ok.
Jo
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