Hey liz
Have a (((( hug ))))
It really sucks when you find out there's is yet _more_ stuff wrong with you. I just went thru that a couple months ago when the docs told me that my neuropathy had spread into my stomach and throat. I went thru all the stages of grief all over again. You got good serenity there if you don't get angry at the docs any more, I still do sometimes.
Color blindness would be rough for me, I'm an artist and photographer and that would totally suck.
I think it's great that you cried it all out and spoiled yourself a little with potato chips. Which is a good example I should follow and call my masseuse. She's my "program sister" cuz her sponsor is married to my sponsor, so we're kind of like a "recovery family".
anyway, have a big, gentle ((((( hug )))) cuz I know it hurts.
Mike