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This part is hard for me - maybe some of you further along in recovery can help me with this. I'm afraid to let go of my AS because i dont want to completely loose him in my life. so many people break those bonds with their parents and that would be so hard to live life without knowing my son. With all his faults he is still my son and does or at least has had some good qualities. Even with all the problems over the last couple of years i do know that he and I love each other very much. I've tried to just break from his use and problems but he is so intertwined with his use right now that it doesnt seem to be something that can be seperated. I'm having no contact with him right now becuase of the manipulation but i dont want to go through life with no contact ever.
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