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Thanks dotster, I think that is so true..we are alright, we just don't know it yet. I have had my battles with crystal meth. It's hard, but I always went to the opiates, gave me the energy and pain relief...and I have relied on it way too much, way too long....I am sitting here thinking about many things....true surrendering, boundaries, pain, fear...I looked across the street, where in the basement I did cocaine, it makes me feel...sad with myself...like when will I really get it? But I know when I will "get it" When I want it bad enough to DO EVERYTHING IT TAKES to get it.....thanks dotster, you are in my thoughts and prayers also...take good care of you, ya hear? You're a great inspiration and we love ya!***hugs***