Dot I am sorry your struggeling right now. I've seen you get a bit more antsy these last few day's. Try a meeting, see a counselor and know that what your feeling is common with those who have specific times attached to sobreity.
Doug has a good thread you can find "Flare Up" which talks about what your experiancing, and here is a link that may help from Carol's vault of wonderful links.
I'm leaving now for the day but will check in later and hope to see you at tonight's meeting.
http://www.tlctx.com/ar_pages/paw_part1.htm