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no detoxing, i have one year clean. and that is why it seems so strange. ive not been diagnosed paranoid schiz. i know that psychosis can be brought on by meth use which is why im wondering... i have had at least 3 psychotic episodes while on meth, and this is nothing like those experiences. but i am sort of thinking some very irrational thoughts that freak me out. i have an appointment with my ther on the 29th and hope i can wait that long. i just went to my dr to get tested for hep c and b, as i was an needle user. i feel all clammed up when in the presence of a physician, like they will judge me or send me straight to the nuthouse.. i have told them about my drug use and have been very honest...except about the needles. i didnt tell them that, and when they asked why im getting tested for hep c and b, i said id "been" with someone who used needles...
anyways, thanks for your reply. i hope i will be fine. im sure i will. please pray for my sanity, thanks
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probably not.
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