| What am I going to do?
In the last year I have dealt with 6 deaths and one more to come. I don't think I can keep doing this.
There have be two people I have considered gradfathers because I don't know my real ones. One is my moms step-dad. I was there when he died and whitnessed his last breath. Now my next door nieghbor. I feel like I am loosing these big chunks out of my heart. Dang, I don't even know my real ones and to have the only others ones that have been in my life gone? This really sucks!
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