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Just wanted to let you know that I can relate. I feel the same way you do. I've sought help for my depression but plan on seeing a professional to determine whether or I not I suffer from Bi-Polar II. I never considered it before because I haven't experienced a manic state until someone told me that they had been diagnosed with BP II and they hadn't experienced a manic state either.
When things are going well I'm depressed. When things are going bad, I'm severely depressed. Lately it is a huge struggle to get out of bed but I know I have to go to work.
Best of luck. Please seek help. It sounds like you are young and have your life in front of you. Don't waste the opportunity to take advantage of therapy and/or medication in order to have a better life.
Using won't help... it might seem like it but you know that in the longterm it will only cause more problems.
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