Adderall addiction
I have a high intensity addiction to adderall. I use it for ADHD. Since I have been prescribed adderall IR, I have had 3 life changing events that triggered anxiety, panic disorder and depression.
More to the point, Everyday for about 8 months I have been abusing adderall. At first it was just a few tablets here and there. Now I buy it from people because my family keeps a close watch on my medicine. I get very angry when people I know use up my "hookup" for them. On a average day basis I take at the least 150 MG a day of tablets. 2 days ago I took 320 mg of IR in 24 hours. I tryed to keep myself from taking them but my mind kept telling me to do it and that one more wouldnt hurt.
Well now I know I still could die, but im suffering from restlessness still from two nights ago. today I took 150 mg IR. I was having INTENSE hallucinations, chest pains, Aggresiveness and I slept for 2 hours, woke up and now I can feel the adderall. I want to quit so bad, is there any dietary supplements I could take for DOPAMINE and other vitamins for the nuerotransmitters. I feel like one day im going to die from this, I want to let it go. please help me
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