Thank you so much for the kind reply, WhisperKissed. If I absolutely have to I can do inpatient- but since the Suboxone is going to be so expensive, I am trying to look at that as a last resort since it would interfere with my work. I've kicked opiates cold turkey several times and painful as that may be, I knew I couldn't die from it- this scares me to death. I truly do want to taper off the Somas and I understand why docs are reluctant to prescribe to addicts, but its simply life threatening to go off Soma with no taper. If I had any sources left I would use them, but I have none. Thanks again