| Still Can't Figure Relationships Out
Since I have been clean (almost 5 years) I have had only one relationship; a guy I met in the rooms. After several months I left for a week to visit family in another state and he relapsed, stole my new car, I found some girls G-string undies in my hallway by my room and I ended it. I haven't even FLIRTED with any guy and they don't seem to approach me. I am good looking and look young for age (44). I am kind and compassionate but have not always been that way - when I was using I was "gangsta". My youngest son just moved out and I am alone and actually lonely - before one of my four sons was always there. My "picker" has always been quite a bit off so I am scared to be ****** over again. Any advice?
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