Hello IKIC,
Welcome to SR,
I don't think any real damage has been done
The dreams, those are a normal part of recovery, we all dream but most of the time we don't remember them. My bet is you are just not sleeping very well yet. Give it time. Drugs seem to rewire our mind and it takes time to return to normal (what ever that is) Keep going to the gym and drink lots of water, it's one of natures best medicines.
As far as
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excitedness of being sober , has now faded
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this is a wonderful place to reclaim that excitement. Helping others and having a place to be open about your problems seems to be a cornerstone of recovery. Again~ Welcome to SR!!
Hugs