| day 24
day 24 , i suffered servre depression from some a run of problems i had at the start of this year which really lead me into my heavy binging n constant drinking. I was taking medicationd for about 4months n was improving but with the improvement came the want to go n out socialise which being a mid 20's male in australia always ends up with beer in hand. the more "fun" i had the more i wanted which meant more drinking. then i found a new job n moved away to start this job and then i started drinking even more and more then the weekend binges were lasting 3-4 days n the depresssion and lack of self confidence has worked its way back into my life. Now that im sober im still struggling with the depression n seein were my confidence has basiclly become non existant from lettin myself become this kind of person. Ill admit i havent thought of suicide or anything but i cant see much of a future 2day....
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