| sober but my eating disorder is out of control
starving myself to death seems to have replaced my drinking habits. I can't stop it nd it doesn't help that I have manic depression on top of this. my world feels so out of control that I need to control a small piece of my life by starving myself. this has been a cycle of mine for 25 years. I just can't stop it this time. I have no desire to drink but I must not eat and exercise alot. my world is spinning down and I can't stop it.
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