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First, I have calmed down quite a bit, and I would like to reiterate my apology for my rant, I was just on complete overwhelm and I just "lost it" and needed a place to do so and it was a bit late to be calling my sponsor/friends and it felt "safe" to do so here, if my words made anyone else feel "unsafe" I am truly sorry, it wasn't meant to, but I'd like this to be a safe place for everyone, so I will do my part to keep it so.
second, yes, program, both hands, like a dying man, meetings every day, burning up hours on the phone, working with a sponsor, talking to newcomers, yes. I am doing this.
Third, she lost the baby.
I called her today, told her about my /rant, we had a good talk, but she told me that she lost the baby last night.
I am devastated by this news, I'm very very sad...I lost my baby...I'm heartbroken.
tough week.
:praying
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