[ANGELINA243]

Quit fighting...beating yourself up about the past>I mean. You can find another job..not sure all what difficulties you are facing right now, but you can find another job..maybe not today, but hopefully soon. You sound like you are riding the hellacious roller coaster of early sobriety--it isn't fun, but you can get through this--without using. You are a strong person--I can see that by reading your posts. Hang on! Walking through the "rough spots" wasn't easy, but it made me stronger...and laid the foundation for a more solid recovery. Don't give up! You can do this!