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I feel stressed out by everything, games are the only thing that makes me relax other than prayer and relaxing music... the games are what I always loved and took GREAT PRIDE IN. Everything is falling apart and my resistance in this battle is fading immensely. The games aren't an escape, they're simply an insane hobby... at least I have something. I am not AA material due to social anxiety and I'm 120 days sober, shutter you're right, I'm in line for a major relapse if I don't get mentally fixed up soon... forgive me everyone...
__________________  "Make a joke and I will sigh, and you will laugh, and I will cry. Happiness I can not feel, and love to me is so unreal." Loony from Rings of Power   |