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maybe get a hobby darling. go out and try a class. drag your self to a seminar on something new. the computer will be waitin when u get home. sometimes i breathe deeply. doa crazy dance around the house, cry loudly, scream ragefully, eat a big bowl of ice cream and watch your favourite movies with some new ones. somethings ive done to ge tout my obsessive freak is to do some hip hop dance classes, cook to cab calloway and learn how to fly kick. its all mad, delirous and tears and laughter infused but hey....as time goes by i forget to feel obsessed with that lost perfect love and how good it felt and begin to start having my own life and feeling something like freedom
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