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Hello all I trust you had a safe and very happy holiday well I asked my questions and got the answers I expected ,when she got home from work today i wanted to talk but she wanted to get high first,well we talked first i told her how I felt the fact that I was being but behind her first love (the buzz) I told her i was tired of trying to protect her and asked her to go see a(srink) cant spell the proper name wont even try and maybe we could get some help and maybe get her on the right prescribed drugs for her depression, she did not like that very well she has it justified in her mind and i guess that is the only place it can be changed. anyway I got sick to my stomach and told her i had to leave and i would be back latertonight** well I really dont want to go I know there will be no change and i hope she don't fall off the wagon because of my leaving .... such a waste of a real good lady , anyway i guess my question is now what? do i wait to see if she changes her mind and seeks help to keep from loosing me or just close the book and move on I truly love her just cant live like i have for the past 6 months.Thank you all for the replys and the open heart felt welcome you have shown me. guitarzan
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