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I am going to re-start myself today...and any others who are interested please join.
Obvious Sweet bottom lines are our own call. McDonalds' hot fudge or caramel sundaes are beyond the OS bottom line...no matter how much I wish they are allowable..l.I don't pig out on them in having more than 1 at at time...and I could allow myself one every few days and still think I am ok.
But...it is the addiction calling to me that one sundae is OK...one cigarette is OK...one joint would be OK...one drink would be OK...one housewife would be OK....
Lots of different things intoxicate me. I have to work on abstaining where I must...and maintain where I can. I can't abstain or maintain by myself. I go to 12 step meetings...I communicate with fellow addicts... I go to meetings...I go to a therapist...I am trying to get better.
And for this instant...I am sober...sane...and working on my serenity.
jack - 10/1 - 1 day
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