| Problems with friend; need to drink
Hey there, a bit of background. I have this very supportive girl on MSN and we've been developing a very close bond over the past 2 years, she's helped me through all sorts of stuff, so it's obvious to say she's very important to me. The second part of this background is that I have some very bad social anxiety when it comes to friends, old wounds are easy to reopen and they make me want to throw up. So this Friday and today I PMed her a few times, she didn't bother to answer, today when I PMed her she just got offline and ignored me. I hadn't felt this way in a long time, she brought up all this past pain from other relationships where I was rejected cause of the same stuff. I'm terrified, more about losing her than any relapse I could experience.
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