| You just might be an addict…
If you find yourself saying "It's not hurting anyone but me!" more than 6 times in less than 5 minutes...you just might be an addict.
If you wake up in the morning and find things in your apartment you don't remember buying...you just might be an addict.
If you find yourself planning vacations around the drugs you intend to take...you just might be an addict.
If you've ever smoked something unidentifiable you picked off the carpet just in case it might be the drugs you think you dropped there...you just might be an addict.
If your dealer ever suggested that you slow down...you just might be an addict.
If you don’t remember why you are handcuffed to the bench at the police station after being arrested…you just might be an addict.
If the sunrise is merely a reminder that you neglected to go to sleep AGAIN… you just might be an addict.
If you're lying in your bed and you think that you might be OD'ing so you use more to kill the pain...you just might be an addict.
If you steal your roommates money and then help him look for it...you just might be an addict.
If your shorts and shirts have burn holes from dropped cigarettes...you might be an addict.
If you swear you're quitting but you are still going to use on the weekends...you might be an addict.
If you have no fingernails...you might be an addict.
If you have never studied in your life but spent your whole day researching the fastest route to your dealers house...you might be an addict.
If you find yourself sleeping with you shotgun...you might be an addict.
If the sun comes up and you are still cleaning your carpet...you might be an addict.
If a porn director offers you unlimited dope for being in his movies, and you steal the dope and run...you might be an addict.
__________________ Any clean addict is a miracle and keeping the miracle alive is an ongoing process of awareness, surrender, and growth |