this is def a hard thing- I am just breaking up with an addict after a month, and its hard. i think their personalities make us drawn to them, we WANT to see the good in them. they are great people when they are sober. but the fact is they are addicts and will only drag us down. i know cutting off from this guy would be so hard for you! but it is in your best interest ya know? trust me, the guy who i was with is now with another addict and getting worse its not an easy thing to watch, and no one will understand what your going through! juts remember your worth so much. and i feel the same way- you just wanna be around him! it sucks and addicted people are so not easy.
hope this helps some bit! stay strong--know that there are OTHER people out there.