I'm a recovering crack addict. Years ago, I was abusing opiates, went to meetings, IOP (intensive outpatient treatment) and had no problem quitting the opiates. However, I met the man who introduced me to crack.
I got locked up for almost 6 months, came out and stayed clean for a good period of time, but I still kept it in the back of my head that I could use at some point in the future. I relapsed, for a week, and hit a new bottom.
This was 18 months ago. I don't go to meetings, but am forever grateful for all that I learned there and still apply the principles. I rely, heavily, on SR and the many friends I have met here. I have a few family members who are very supportive of me. Basically, I do what I need to to stay clean, and live my life in the best way possible.
I also know that if doing it "my way" starts to not work, I will do whatever it takes to get back into the recovery form of mind.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy