Hey there Barb, and have a big ol' ((((( hug )))) across the internet. I know how scary that can be, I've been there a few times myself.
What I do is get more involved in the local recovery scene. Go to more meets, volunteer on the phone line, at the central office. Anything to keep my mind working on something positive and constructive. Staying home alone is the _worst_ thing for me.
Yes, I'm praying for you every day, and I pray for you when we hold hands at a meet and pray, so there's a whole room full of people praying for you.
Mike
