... who, these days is surely a 'donkey on the edge'
(if anyone loved the movie Shrek)
All is as 'ok' as can be, considering my savings is almost gone, I'm borrowing $$$ from friends to stay afloat, and looking for a part - time job, waiting on this 'emergency' disability to kick in (there's a snag with my social security that has to be cleared up, but they will pay retro-active when that's done) ...
*sigh*
I have my moments of full bore panic, but they are 'doable' I suppose.
When I have a panic attack, I wash the walls. Well - first I *climb* them, then I wash them... I clean ferociously when I panic.
Here lately - I guaranteee I've the cleanest walls in the city!
My neighbor and landlord are worried that this delay in getting papers arranged so bureaurocrats can go poop they way THEY want to, is pushing me into doing too much too early in the whole thyrodian saga...
but what choice *is* there, really?
Rent will continue to back up.
Power will continue to bill me for service.
I'm losing my neighbor, she's moving across town, so now I'm going to have NO computer access. And that's got me bummed to the max.
I miss my cyber family in Soberrecovery terribly, and am constantly asking what's new on the site when I talk to someone from here.
I wanted everyone to know how much I'm missing you and your support, your humor and even the aggravating ones!
I keep you in my prayers and thoughts.
So please say a prayer for me,
Soberrecovery is such a powerful prayer resource...
I need all the direction I can get these days!