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then would come oblivion and the awful awakening to face the hideous Five Horsemen - Terror, Bewilderment, Frustration, Despair, Dean62
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The sense of impending doom was so overwhelming for me death sounded peaceful at the gates of insanity. It's hard to describe to someone who hasn't been there.
"He cannot picture life without alcohol. Some day he will be unable to imagine life either with or without it. Then he will know loneliness such as few do. He will be at the jumping-off place. He will wish for the end."
The scary thing was when this started becoming a "normal" accepted part of everyday life.