I wigged out for a while when I was almost done with my 4th step. It concerned my sponsor and she had me go a head and stay up late on night and finish it...did the 5th 2 days later.
I was seeing new things about me in the my part section that put a whole new spin on my life....seems natural that I was caught off balance and flaking out to me.
I just worked with my sponsor to really keep in mind the end result which was learning and having a new life. And speeding up a little helped as well as I had been "on the 4th" for almost a month and I wouldn't ever recommend that to a sponsee after my expereince with it.
Since you are where you are (and ive been there i think)..it helped me to keep a balance of remembering that I am a decent human being and that I did the best I could at the time.
