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Worse. Much worse. But I've only been clean six days.
I know I just need to be patient about learning to cope without my "medication." And that I need to be patient for the treatment I'll be starting next week.
Right now I'm just trying to do what I have to do as part of life. I'm pushing myself to eat, to open up (as here or in a journal) and ride this out. I have to go to the store and an AA meeting tonight and even though I know I'll make it out, I'm dreading it.
Bah, sorry for being the Negative Nancy.
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