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Done... there is nothing at all wrong with what you've said. Nothing at all. I have nothing but kind thoughts for you. For myself however.... I just didn't want any of you to think I was being selfish for thinking about how this was effecting me. I'm not the point in this. I have always had the bad habit of putting thoughts out there, weither I believe them or not, and putting them together while they're outside of me. I just feel like no matter what I do, no matter how logically I think, I still do the wrong thing. I'll do my best to work on it. I don't know where to go with this. But I have an appointment next Wednesday at 5. And since I'm finally bawling while I type... it's probably a good thing.
I do feel bad. I came here because of a stupid addict man... that I love, but he loves drugs more. But I'll admit that I got connect to many of you and so I thought to post here. However many are dealing with addict lovers, sisters, brothers, children and this is way off topic. I just don't know where else to go. So here I am.
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Pain in the present is experienced as hurt.
Pain in the past, is remembered as anger.
Pain in the future, is perceived as anxiety.
The depletion of energy that occurs when anger is redirected inward creates depression.
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