Thanks nandm.
I don't do AA(nothing against it-it's just not for me.It saved my fathers life and I'm grateful for that) and I've been trying to get sober for over a year here.I do go to occassional meeting just to be around other alcoholics, but I find SR and reading many books about recovery and spirituality, help me.
I have just over 60 days this time(have had many false starts as they say) and some wonderful sober/recovering alcoholic friends whom I talk to.
I was just so lost today. I'm currently wishing my HP was Johnsons Baby Shampoo, however. 'No more tears'
Thank you for caring.I appreciate it,
Julesxox