((((((Jules)))))))) As Dee said, well done on disposing of the wine! Sometimes, we just need a good cry. Like you, it kills me to break down in front of people. Ahem, is it near your moon time? No offense but before my moon fully set, shall I put it delicately, I would get these crazy crying jags. Nothing was wrong, just everything!
Is maybe not being able to work in your field getting to you? I know how important that can be especially for a performer.
Just keep coming here. Post your heart out!
Love to you,
Lenina