| Waiting for the Applause
For years, I would leave AA meetings, angry and resentful because no one had sincerely appreciate my wealth of knowledge and vastly superior intellect. My sage advice went by the wayside without a single affirmation. I waited for the applause for years and they never came. While you were practicing the common solution and humility, I was practicing Ron's solution and drowning in my own self imposed humiliation; laying the brickwork for another drunk, one resenting brick at a time.
In a New Life, I have no need for applause. I do have need though of supplying applause for those who desperately work to have freedom from Alcohol. Today, I applaud each of you in your continued pursuit of a New Life.
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"It is what you learn after you know it all that counts." John Wooden
Excerpts from Original Manuscript of the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous
Last edited by RufusACanal; 08-26-2008 at 11:00 AM.
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