I am struggling with my sponsor right now, it isn't the first time nor will it be the last....I suppose if it goes on a long time or I feel a real draw to someone else, I will change sponsors...but some of it is just normal we don't all think the same stuff. My last sponsor was my sponsor for 15-20 years. Now she is not, and that is appropriete to where we are at in our lives.
I work the steps to keep me sober, not to keep my sponsor happy. Through them I am learning what my principles are and how to live by them. I suffered alot of abuse in my life, and the forgiveness was slow in coming. Seems normal to me now that the process took many many years.
the steps are always there for me, and I will work on them my whole life. what I believe, and how I see my past, and what my principles are also change as time goes by. The important thing is that I be honest with myself through the process. It is a we program, yet my sponsor is just along for the ride to some extent...it is my recovery to work through from where I am.
sorry you are having a rough time with this right now.
