[Paulos]

You all know me... major panic disorder, autism, fear of life, fear of everything... and especially social anxiety...

But I finally made a phone call *first big one of my life, alone and unaided* to customer support about my web site on why it hasn't been working right, though we haven't gotten it figured out really the point is I actually did it... I was actually kind of using my anger to make the call, to motivate me to do it but that's not a good way to do it... but I wanted to make the call so bad... through e-mail and such was no good nothing was working! So... least I finally made a phone call, don't feel any smarter or anything but at least I did that..