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Callie..... BIG *hugs* and tight tight hug at that coming to you.
Breathe... exhale.. release.... you have no control over this. You have been looking after you as you should be while he was doing the same.
HE wants to keep making the rules for what you need to be doing/allowing!
How free has it been where you haven't had to do it his way...ya know.... (the one that has worked so well up to this point). ?
I can't tell you just how you will be able to get to the point where you are totally at your bottom and recognize that this is NOT him.. this is the disease. There is you and him and the children, but this elephant in the room called addiction is WAY stronger..... no matter how strong YOU are, you can not beat this for him. You can only look after yourself. But you will come to the point where you will stop giving your power to that addiction. You will give power to your serenity and your children's serenity.
You WILL know what it is that you should be doing, when you are doing it..... when you are ready.
I'm thinking of you Callie......
xoxoxxoxoox
__________________ What you are now you are becoming.....not to be confused with.. that you have or will 'become'. It is your choice to make the change which is a forever constant - "just be" in the form of growth! Quote:
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