Just got home from work. I am so busy there, that I dont have time to think about much but everything going on there. So today wasn't too bad. I have had a back ache for the last few days on the opiates, today my back hasnt hurt. (knock on wood) Anytime I say something like that, it happens. I know Bret that I need to hit NA and I just might go that route but right now my life is busy and I am counting on my people here to help me thru. I also know the saying that you work your life around NA but I cant use that philsophy (sp), I dont have much spare time these days. I will let you all know how tomorrow goes. My company I work for is a small family business and they are going on vacation until Wednesday, so if I get the you know whats, I wont have to feel so parnoid, if you know what I mean. Take care all and thanks for all the support. I need it.