Getting ready to go to work. Took my last 2 pills, which is normally 5 at a time. I know its not going to be easy but I got to do this. I am scared as hell because as you all know, you feel like you need the whatever little buzz you think you are getting to function in any situation. I know real clear that depression and being overly emotional was the worse for me. But I will keep posting and hope that this will work. I know I dont sound very positive but I have been taking opiates since I was 19 and I will be turning 40 this year. Send me all the luck and courage you can. God bless you all. I quit the last time here, so I will do it again.