Sending prayers your way. I know the feeling of thinking that if I left this world the troubles would be over. But you would leave a lot of people behind that love you and it really is not fair to them. Maybe call your local Health Department and see if your son qualifies for any programs. Here is a link to a substance abuse treatment locator
Substance Abuse Treatment Facility Locator There is hope for your son and for you. Don't give up before the miracle. Hugs, Marle