BuSpar is used for anxiety and is non-addictive.
You may find that helpful.
That being said, the fact that you've stopped drinking is anxiety provoking. It may or may not go away on it's own after you've been sober for some time.
If it's bothering you this much, I do think you should see a doctor.
Live's point is well stated. You cannot drink while on anti-depressants.
And so is Lady's. Different meds work for different people.
Don't give up before the miracle happens. You're worth it!
Shalom!