Day 36. Do you think it is harder counting the days. Day 36 just seem so little for how long it really seems. But I am sober today and that is all the matters.
Fizzywater that was a riot. I laughed so hard. It is good to laugh it is not something I do not do often a lot of dysfunction around. Mostly with drugs so I am safe as I only at this current point in my life have a problem with alcohol but it is still disheartening and depressing.
My 19 year old nephew confessed to using heroin last night. His dad is doing it with him and my brother told me 2 days ago he is on the methadone clinic. They are all staying at my parents house as they are enablers (so sad they think they are helping).
I am staying there at the moment as I have no license (25 more days of that) and need transportation to work and meetings. So it has been tough. Again I want to scream
