| hi all 5 months today
Today is 5 months.
Longest I ever had.
I'm having Humility issues. They are talking alot about it this month
I also finally came clean at my meetings as to why I'm having a hard time getting a sponsor
1. I don't want to talk and confide about higher power issues with a single person.
2. I know I'll lie and say what they want to hear when it comes to the higher power issues.
and
3. I don't know anything.
Of course I spralled that out between several meetings like I do cause I don't want any one person to know my stuff. I do that all the time.
I'm just full of humility. I don't know. Anyway.
I'm also getting confuse with humility and being humble. Sometime AA makes humility sound like humble and I get confused. Take care all. I'm a mess but still sober.
Bye
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