well, when I was ready for my short coming to be removed.
I got a bunch of old bills in the mail that I've ignored for years.
They found out about it after I had money in the bank that I've
been saving for a sport car. I already the darn thing on my
driveway. It was totally screwie. I drove all over the county
as if I was making a dope run to all the different institutions
or outlets I owe money to after a couple of nights of thinking
about defects and shortcoming. Was i really doing the best
as I can ?
I had debt clearing remose becuase I gave up almost $10,000 in a day
and no more sport car. It finally hit me a month later.
I felt free and wieght lifted off my shoulders. While I tried
to ignored my debts, it was always lingering in the back of my mind.
Actaully my mother was getting sick and tired of bill collectors
calling her house and sending my bills to her home, stressing the
hell out her.
Can you identified were I my shortcoming or defects was ?
For the first two weeks , I thought god was punishing me
and my shortcoming was that I didn't have a sport car I wanted.