As you know my partner Sandra committed suicide 5 months ago. Call it wishful thinking, but I believe a friend of mine had a dream meant for me. It was Sandra apologizing for killing herself. This is the dream as described by my friend AnnMarie.
I was notified that Sandra had passed away. I arrived at the hospital and was in the room where Sandra lay. She was in a regular hospital bed but was covered with a blanket from head to foot. And at the foot of her bed there were cords that were connected to the bed. With me was a nurse and a doctor. The doctor and nurse then started to plug up the cords that were on the bed and told me as they did this that Sandra might move. As they hooked up the last cord the doctor removed the blanket from Sandra’s face to her waist and I saw her hand move. Then almost instantly I saw her eyes open and start looking around the room. She then saw me and focused in on me and said, “I love you so much.” I responded back to her and said, “I love you too Sandra.” I then went to her bedside and lay my head on her chest, and she said to me “I’m so sorry for the last time we were together.” In the dream I new exactly what she was referring to in my heart and mind and I responded, “Its okay, don’t worry about it.”I then stepped away from her and she had a tear in her eye. Then I awoke.
