I like that: There is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way.
It reminds me that everything I do today needs to be a footstep on the happy path.

These can be small things.
In any case, Mkiz. I've found in AA that there are so many people who have felt what I've felt (depression, addiction, wanting to be alone). I just follow their suggestions for a better life, and it seems to work!
Hang in there. Keep coming back. It DOES get much better. Thank you for your post.
-- NM