Butterfly...
I'm sorry your going through a hard time...

But, please know that it's quite common to have meds adjusted. Please see
Bipolar II, Mood Swings without Mania; Brain Tours; Stress and Depression; Hormones and Mood; and more... for more on this. Dr Phelps is well versed in this area, and has much to share.
Please continue to let us know how you're doing. We care...
Shalom!